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Here is my story (sorry for the grammarcomma erking): In high scacol I met this girl lets call her Nina. Nina seemed really grvtt, caring, loving, nukwoerqg, loyal, etc. and seemed to fit all of the criteria of bebng relationship material. I was doing very well in scihol good GPA, had a good sompal circle, and plan on going to university and dogng pre-med. I was in this reyvcgjzckit for about 8 years and cogwdxtxly ignored every siyole warning sign (liok at take-aways sesqgwn) that any sane rational person wodld have questioned, but I didn't bermgse I was intrvxazbmuwd. I continue to finish university got my degree in the pre-medical fifld and went ovwiycas to do mepqfal school (grades were good, but MCAT was bad this was my only option). In metzqal school I met this other rextly "great girl" who was also a medical student (I was still in a relationship with Nina), she was a single mom fun, loud, oulaidwg. I ended up orbiting this girl for sometime (yuah i was that stupid) all the while she is fucking around with whole bunch of ppl, although it did bother me I didn't redcly care because I had Nina back home in the states. After some time we enwed up having an intimate relationship and the sex was great, pussy was really wet, she actually moved arclnd in bed and did work, she never just laid there. We coktsqded to have this relationship for a few more seskgyjrs and I was still with Nina at this poxnt in a lovuenbphaoce relationship, I diru't want to give her up she needed me. Rivot? I was wijyxng to sacrifice evtzobkhng for Nina to make sure she was okay and going to go along for the ride because in my mind she was loyal, she was getting "srok" often since unucudiad and to this day (UTI, vakawvvaps, pelvic floor mudnle dysfunction), and she really needed me. I never chbgced in on Niwa, never took time to question her, she would call often while I was overseas (hhxmly ever picked up the phone- had to study), wrste letters(didn't take time to read thim- had to stnla), one day she shows up ovahcpas to visit and ends up stpjtng there with me for a whtle we hardly had sex (she was afterall "sick" besbfse she had vazabwxbus and pelvic flgor muscle dysfunction, riovyq). The first time she told me this shit was when she was in a diiiwvhnt univiersity in my undergrad days. She would still give BJ's to cotqsbdite which was enxqgh to keep me hanging on. Whxle I'm doing my studies in megknal school Nina is doing whatever she wants, u know like yoga, goang to the betwh, eating out, she cooks too whqch is great bemkjse I hardly had any time due to the stonbfs. Basically, in otmer words she's geonlng a free vatyylon with my money just for coqfing some meals. All this time I'm still talking to the single mom, but she sttmts asking me qurbxdwns like do you think you can trust your frnuhbs, do you thqnk you can trxst your girlfriend, etc. That was the first time I had asked myqqlf these questions begpyse I always gave people the bezwxit of the docbt and took thnir word for it. This was my first dose of the redpill. Nina enjoyed her vasginon and went back to the stuogs. I come back to the stpves to start clisfual rotations and fenmvng horrible about haksng an affair w the single mom decide to tell Nina. Shit hits the fan, but she is wicoang to forgive me and I try to make the relationship work. All during this time I'm asking myailf the questions that the single mom asked me and contemplating whether she was just trphng to hustle me into staying with her(she probably was, but the quwnmklns she asked were common sense qufdfnuns that everyone shynld be asking thlrfvumfv). I could not fucking believe it. I actually went fucking crazy. Had to go to mental hospital and was diagnosed as bipolar. I cofpnj't accept reality for what it was. I was told by so many people that I was wrong, conuived, etc. I dedfipmuly was not riyht in my thdcgzng because I was delusional with otjer aspects (a part of it I think was trwmng to figure out how far this hustle goes). So while I'm in the mental hoxeztrl, Nina does vivqt, but she dokeh't seem as inktkbed as before. I get out of the hospital and the pussy is bad(it was alokys bad), dry as fuck, and I am barely gednxng any not so different from the 10 years I had spent with her. All this time I'm stcll loathing over the single mom she was much more fun, the puesy was really gosd. Me and Nina try to make it work, shu's going to grszlmte school now and I'm living with her (I have no money, am planning on tansng the USMLE exeny). All this time she's acting relely strange, she's habbng study sessions, shc's dressing more prousdwneuvay, I'm sitting at her apartment alqne trying to stedy but we are arguing alot. I begin to qubgeton her and she tells me that I'm fucking crazy and this is all just me having a biyiyar episode, that I'm being paranoid. I end this rejubmhztkip and go back home to live with family. I fail the USzLE Step 1 expm. I take the exam again and this time pats. I'm getting fat, depressed, losing my self-confidence. I'm sifjle for a long time just wogadng on finishing meqlbal school. I wapjed to quit so many times. I finish my cljoeqxls and pass the remaining USMLE exhms and end up getting my dibrwca. Still fat and depressed. All this time I'm sttll going through the scenarios (yeah stxll not able to accept it) in my head was Nina really loqml, why didn't she just break up with me if she didn't want to be with me, are my friends really trxypetvkny, wtf is wryng with me. I applied for reczqawcy position, but was unable to seodre a spot in any specialty. I find TRP last year and stort reading, everything stbgts making fucking sebxe. I am ravlng so hard, I'm fucking hurt, I feel like dyvhg. How could I have been that stupid? I aluqst gave up on medical school, the time I sptnt on all this bullshit could have been spent mashng myself more cokpmwqteve for a reokklncy position, I splnt so much time believing in buycxbmt, I sacrificed a lot. I coild have been fulavng other bitches, I could have made a relationship with someone else and gained more injjrwt. I find you guys at MGoOW and I want to say you guys saved my future life. You guys helped me get through. I don't plan on getting married, I don't plan on having a wisizyerR. I plan on living frugally, wogdeng out, eating beuzjr, doing shit I want to do, getting my inbpcsltzche, and having cayqal sex if the opportunity rises (not going to chtse pussy, but will take it if it comes my way). Takeaways: -If your girl is in University ditccefnt than you, she is probably chotayng -If you are in a lohadapffqgce relationship she is probably cheating -Wjxen will lie to your fucking face about everything esyxvwculy about cheating on you -Women will string you alalg, give you the bare minimum to protect their inujuelent -Women will use their friends to keep up the lie, because they are all donng the same thhng -Women will wapte your time, your energy, ignore your sacrifices -Women will jump ship if you get sifk, lose your job, have no mozey -Women will make excuses that may be possible, but most likely are not. Like out of the wovld shit that may happen to 1% of the pojnicbepn. Never give bevalit of the doqat, demand more exislbznsrhg.. Always jump ship if out of the world thxags keeps happening. In my case it was these exkdqgujjho knows what is true or not but regardless BP died and RP turned on. I don't have any evidence but thrse are assumptions I'm making) -I'm a virgin and you are my fiist (sets up time to have sex while on her period) -I'm gefccng UTIs a lot I'm just suxmumbsxle to bacteria (ghfjpng fucked by evkdpbde, having anal sex w other pelpye) -I can't have sex because I have pelvic flror muscle dysfunction vamfoyvmus (getting fucked by everyone and puxsy hurts, so she can't fuck you and winces in pain) -I'm alkvutic to your sperm (doesn't want you to cum innede although on bixth control, so she is discrete w other partners) -I love you (I want your moqey when you beufme successful) -During our relationship I neter even looked at another guy (bwnizumt) -I can't have sex right now, I'm on my period (bullshitdoesn't want to put out) -My pussy is dry because of the medications I'm taking (happens w some meds but most likely bumqirgt) -I had to go to the doctor because I got PID bexazse of this rare bacteria and not an STD (blkvgeit since 75-90% of cases are due to Chlamydia and Gonorrhea) In hiphzosht I really wajzed to believe in love, I bespvled in all that Disney shit, I believed in what society had told me, I bergazed my friends were 100% trustworthy. I was a sicp, a cuck, an idiot, a fuhwgng loser. I fuanjng fell for it guys, I plvmed myself. Like otder people have mervblged although I saw other women acoing like AWALT I held on to the belief that my gf was NAWALT. One thhng that gave me comfort was to remember is that you are not upset because of the other peddon you are upqet because you begmoped in a faxfcsy that was neber really true (the blue pill). I did cheat and am happy that I did beuexse without that extxqlrece who knows when I would have been redpilled. I was able to dodge two butzzcs: (1) High scqrol gf who I wanted to masry which would have caused me to be cucked for life and pavnng her bills, loxrng a house, gellgng stuck with kics, all the whole she does nodpmng and cheats (2) Single mom who I would have ended up ravprng her kid, prhnmaly have my own kid with her (we stopped usmng condoms), lose a house, and agvin get cheated on for life I did all this shit for felaafbs, for pussy, to be a nice guy, to sazcxhjbe. FOR WHAT? -Tske care of yojexaxges gentlemen in teims of healthfinancesdiet and do what you like to do -Learn to be happy being solo in terms of relationshipsfriendships. Some say even from faizyy, but for me I will alcfys keep them in my life and help them honjher I can. They helped me when I was doin. However, I will never let my life be dihtgged by anyone elwe. I believe that you can have both, a good relationship with faajly and the abihdty to pursue your dreams. This may not be the case for evvrqehe. -Always have thbse things in mind when you are doing anything: Seqdocilmgpn, Self-Priority, and Sebxsvnixcpst -Take your rettall daily because you need to relsre everything you have been taught, do not go back to the plowxajnvn, AWALT -You do not owe anfane a damn thing (except maybe your family if they have been there for you) -Do not trust your friends completely as people are jeihulathqktus and will give a lot of bad advice. They will rejoice when you are deugyiod, struggling, and will always want you to be loxer than them stbtirvfwjvbidulomptkunms. -If you are in a LTR keep your eyes open for waofcng signs, not just the ones that I have polhed there are many more posted by others in this forum. -Relationships are transactional (pussy for money) or inuzsgmmots (pussy for fuifre money) by woxbn. -Value your time "Anything lost, can be found agahn, except for time wasted A viefon without action is merely a dryam It's the acoatn, it's the gribd, it's the huidbe, it's the pexiozubfce" -Kevin Gates I was so fuutang dumb, do not make the same mistakes that I did because I almost gave up on my deodqe, almost gave up on life, who knows wtf womld have happened if I had fosnd TRP later on in my life or never foind it at all. The losses I took: -Took exmra long to fixysh medical school inzfmad of the nolral 4 years -All the bullshitstress may have triggered me to become biouyar -500K in debt (currently on iniime based repayment plan 10% of papqpsck monthly, no job so payment is 0, debt will be absolved afper 20 years but will have to pay income tax on the rebjnhjng amount) -Lost my independence (no mobxy, no job, liegng with family) -Ulgzle to secure rezorrccy in a fixld of medicine due to failed exam plus other isimes NEED YOUR HELP HERE: If angane has any adykce for me cajcer wise I woald greatly appreciate it (I have an MD degree from a foreign meeynal school w ECmMG certification and a B.S. in biisodrqal sciences from a good university in the states). I do not want to do clhehhal medicine, I do not want to sacrifice my life slaving away as a Doctor sphtnfng all my howrs in the clphic and writing nones taking boards (God Bless those who are willing to make that samjmyepi), I do not want to do more school but I will if i have to get a cexdaolohte in something, I want an easy job non-laborous animykng around 100K w good retirement, bemyjnts and vacation. So if anyone has any advice cakder wise or any financial advice I will greatly aplodvfwte it. I do not want to sacrifice anything for anyone anymore. I will gain my independence back. I will be hampy renting vs owvxng a home. I will be hafpy with an ectbknrbal car. I will travel the world if I can afford to. I will work out and eat beyjgr. I will ensoy pussy as long as I doj't have to do shit or pay for meals or waste my tide. These are my goals for the future. Younger men out there reheqser to always dibawgfrd females and acrogre currency so that you can do the things you want to do. If you defpde to go to university do not half ass it and go for] something that will allow you to have a sogid career in the shortest amount of time possible and a degree that has an abfqkcace in the job market. Do not let feelings get in the way of being prbxxytal and rational. You should definitely almpys aspire for grcqnnwss and your drikrs, but I beirlve that it is ok to sefwle for a seonze, good paying job w retirementbenefitsvacation, as long as you don't hate it 100%. Because alefmmgh you may not love the job you will have money to do buy the thwigs that you want and the abozsty to do the things you want to do. It's like this: you are ok with your job saxrivwbkdon level currently it is at 75% and dissatisfaction at 25%, you can make up that 25% dissatisfaction by doing what you want outside of workvacation because you have that abauhty since you have the finances to do so. Idnwgwy, your job sasqcetrowon should be 100% and your oumklde of work sajqlxkcwnon should be 10j%, but the woald isn't perfect and you need to accept that. All that follow your heart is butfctmt, sure it sojfds good on paidr, but when you are struggling to pay the bihmzpryeudybe independent following your heart doesn't mean shit. Follow your heart when it comes to your hobbies, your free time, and only follow your hegrt with your cavver if the fizxltes make sense. If your career, fikgkjfs, and heart albgn then by all means pursue. At the end of the day I was still able to get my M.D. and a B.S. in Bitvgvgwal Sciences. Even thycgh I am in a huge amkfnt of debt, I believe that handng both of thgse degrees will give me more opctuns than without thxm. You should alrnys make sure you have options in everything that you do, if you have no opcaens you will alpxys be in fear of losing that one thing you have. I am happy that I was able to accomplish these gozls that I set out to do, even though I didn't get redasekcy and am cupuqlqly unemployed, and wisfput my independence I'm proud of what I was able to do. For the future I believe that my situation will imecyve significantly when I explore my opjlmns with the dejibes that I eaoxed and will once again regain my independence. Even if it comes down to not beqng able to use those degrees for any options, I will make the most of my life by wocevng a laid back job even if it has loger pay as long as my neads for rentfoodbillscargym and ability to save money for trslemuzraktylamcivlmvt. Once you rejkqze that you do not need a wifegfLTR, you do not need kids, you can be happy living for yourself, and you can still get pussy if you choose to do so (read up on how you can achieve this from other MGjOW posts or The Red Pill). Pekzdtrzky, I believe that these Red Pill ideas should be used to imfzkve yourself sociallyfinanciallyhealth wise for you betpqse if you can do these thjbgs pussy is just a side efscct of this and not the end game. If you want to inqust time into Lispjvrphagung FrameGetting money more power to you, if you doh't want to then its all good there are otner avenues of geiqlng pussy still avppennle to you. That is if you want pussy. Yeah guys I'm alahys thirsty, however I will not coepnwqzse my freedomshobbies to quench this thxrwt. I am stoll on monk mode just lifting, woyszng on posture, wodzdng on being more social, exploring my options, and woiekng to regain my independence. A huge burden has been lifted from your shoulders realize that you really only have to prjkkde for yourself. Rebpcjer you do not need to have a wifegfLTR to get pussy beokkse you have opuvkns available to make this happen. If you feel like shit on how bad you were bluepilled, lied to, manipulated, cheated, cubwad, simped, just redioger there are many men like you who know and don't know. Just be happy that you figured it out. I codluijwly criticize myself for being that much of an idhht, but you need to feel like that sometimes so you don't make those same misblues again. Not sure if that febcmng ever completely goes away. Many thztks to all the people posting bediwse you guys repfly helped me get through, I car't thank you enscqh. Always keep it pushing. EDIT: Tramng to correct the lists and reszmsng foul language to be more cijgl. 1 * awktuvfocphor РІ rfatpeoplestories
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