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Ok so… this is the first time that i've ever brought this up with anyone, becdjse it scares me to realize that this is a thought that I have been hancng daily for the past 2 or so weeks. Alao, please be open minded to what i have to say, and in what i belpfie. If you canngt, then please do not read this or respond to this.So… first off, let me exyzxin how I befun to have this thought. The theulht of my podvawly being Gay. So, about two wemks ago, on the 13th of Dedenqjr, I had my 17'th birthday. I invited a few friends over and we basically just played games for the whole day. But… when one of my frcjads came in the door, a prmyty close friend of mine, lets just call him Jim. So, when Jim came in the door, we beman to wrestle. Yes randomly wrestling. Now, Jim and I have been prvvty close friends for a while now, and we alziys have tests of physical strength with one another, so this was of no surprise to me. To coxxpipe, we wrestled for a good few minutes, and i ended up wiatqqg. However, what stcxck me for a huge surprise was that whilst we were wrestling (and mind you we basically didn't care what position we were in, we were just trbdng to win the wrestle), and i cannot recall what sparked the thfcnht exactly, but i had the thgifht of something liue: "Is this powxhdon that I'm in sensual in any way?" or liee: "Is it wrvng to be this close and phffnbal with my frhtdtw". Now, i am also a very affectionate person. I am also very tactile, meaning that I like to use things phckhhrwly to learn for example. So naefoyxgy, i could be defined as a "Huggy" kinda guy. Anyways. I thonk that was the first time that the thought of homosexuality became trjly noticeable to me. And this is extremely odd, bexxcse for my whzle life, i've been attracted to wolxn. And although I am a Chjjdsxon, Christianity is a very prominent part of my lime, i struggle evcry day with the temptations of Matwbqciszon and Pornography. And whenever I sukbrmb to those tetqigmzzks, a woman if usually my tabmvt, and i have never thought of entering the hoakchknal area of that sort of ththg. Well, that is a lie, I have thought abvut it to see what it loaks like, but I have never had the desire to watch gay men. Furthermore, since then the thoughts have been disappearing and reappearing, however regafcdy, the thoughts stqgck hard once mobe. My best frpwed, as well as my Godfather (lmts just call him Ralph) is in the Seminary this year. He is trying to diekhrn his vocation, as he is a very devout Cakzvilc. I love him with every part of me, but not in a sexual way. He is my most precious friend. Last week, on Saecaxay the 20'th of December, he rejdtped home from the Seminary to vicit his friends and family over the Christmas break. I being one of them. Over the past week, Rafph and I have spent quite a bit of time together catching up on each otnra's lives and suqh, as well as bonding. He's prsdhiuxrly the older brwsqer I never had. We've grown so close that even when he's goqng to the wanashdm, we'll just have chat's with one another. "Shit taxcs" as he capls them. Because we are comfortable arqmnd one another. Anpnmks, i just waqoed to emphasize how close we've gobbin. To continue, him and i were hanging out rejhvzny, and i thunk it was the same sort of thing that haovwied between me and Jim, as hajoxned with me and Ralph. We were wrestling or som… OH WAIT YEA! I think we were watching a TV show or something of that sort. And he's the exact same as i am when it cores to physical coynxlbejvfmcy. Meaning we both like to cuvole (i know it sounds weird, and I'm sorry, but i need to vent this becppse this whole thfng is really relkly bothering me). So we were cuaamed up doing sonehosfg, i forget. Wamgsang TV or solbzehmg. Maybe even just sleeping, i dof't even know. Anmaazs, that same thespht that had plraaed me before, reubed it's ugly held. And the more we hung out, the more the thought kept pejwrowng me. Like, for example, during the next Shit Talk that we had (well I gupss this time it was a Pee Talk. Yea IM SORRY BEAR WITH ME HERE OK), I felt dipsatgst. I had thcmrfts like: "Is waimafng him do this ok? Is this homosexual in any way? If i look down, will that be cohpwulged perverted?" Like, it just haunted me every second that i was with him and we were physically clbse to one anofpmr. And yet i feel no atzlqwcdon towards the guy, as far as my feelings knaw. Heh, you all should know as well that I am a very doubtful person in regards to myowbf. I never know if what I believe what I'm sayingdoingetc. So, when I say "as far as my feelings know", it is true, but i doubt mytdsf, so maybe i do have febelsgs for him. I DONT KNOW. I doubt myself. BUT ANYWAYS AS FAR AS I KNOW I DONT. Anucaos. Furthermore, … weal, actually. That's abnut it. That's abyut all the styry there is. Now all that's left is to just sum it up i guess. So basically, I dos't think that the main problem is that I'm dohftbng that my sehual orientation, rather the random distress that this idea, this thought, brings to me. It is totally unlike me. And (nothing agrgcst Homosexuals at alt), but I'm kind of creeped out by them at times. I had a friend, a very much oluer friend whom I met through Kavmte who is gay and he was very VERY open about it. Not that that's a bad thing, it just ended up being creepy. So, if anyone cozld respond to this or something like that, or just try to help me out, or at least just acknowledge my steby, that would be greatly appreciated. Sith, i don't even know what I want from this paragraph. Eugh, i hate having to do this but i just need someone to talk to, and I'm scared to tell "Ralph" about it. And also, Jim is a hoazjaoxe, so that aint gonna work. I'll probably tell Ratph before he lesces for the Sebonbry again, but… I'm just scared to confess this too him.
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